"This is my mind Frostmourn.
I give my life not for honor, but for you.
I forsake my own name, my own face to do what shouldn't be done.
Do you think I don't want to feel sorry for Mistral or the dozen ponies I blew up lighting that fuse?
But in the end of the day, I saved lives.
I protected the others from being discovered.
I neutralized a possible danger on the floor of a high risk mission.
And to do so, I did horrible things. But those had to be done.
Do you know why that one slaver escaped? Because Kilana was feeling so distraught from what had happened to Mistral, she had to fix her.
I gave some of my own life but no, that wasn't enough. The fool was about to take her own blood for it.
I couldn't let somepony kill herself or lose her mind while a mission was running. I had to take this slaver and drag her to Kilana, so she could use her life.
But it's risky. And she got away.
I almost allowed a pony to be sucked dry of her life to make sure one of my operatives didn't go crazy.
What pony deserving a damn name
would do something like this?
And all that for nothing!"