"Yes, but he's so culturally ingrained in the idea that it's my decision that it's hard to tell what he wants.
On the one hand, he wants equality in our relationship. He's said so before, and seemed very proud of being a buck.
On the other hand… he enjoyed being a doe enough to moan.
…I know that doesn't sound like much, but it's Ciddir.
Nothing before has ever made him so much as breathe heavily. To get a reaction like that from him… she must
feel pretty…intensely about it.
I'm just afraid of hurting him… but maybe as a doe, I'd be able to teach him how to… enjoy himself, basically. If that's so, it would be better for him in the long run."